It's been a while since I last blogged. December was a busy month. My daughter was born November 20 and my family just returned from a 17 day, 2500 mile road trip through 10 states. Traveling with a two year-old and one month-old can take it out of you. We packed and unpacked our little Honda Civic five times. But it was good to celebrate Christmas and New Years with the family.
This weekend we capped off our trip in Olathe, KS. My friend
Brian Hough was ordained Sunday evening (you can view photos of the service and reception
here and listen to the audio
here), and he graciously invited me to preach his ordination sermon. I was honored and thrilled to be asked. Brian is a good man. I rejoice with him in his call to minister the gospel of Jesus Christ. Brian, Laura, thanks for showing a travel wearied family such kind hospitality during our brief visit to Olathe.
It was also good to visit
Redeemer Presbyterian Church. The congregants were welcoming and encouraging. What a privilege to finally meet and minister alongside
Rev. Tony Felich (aka Lord Sidious) and
Rev. Nathan Curry. Tony has become a friend and mentor to me over the past year as we have communicated via email, telephone, and the
blogosphere. (BTW, check out the def
rap he and Nathan performed at a Moody Bible Institute missions chapel back in 1990).
Here is the ordination sermon I preached this Sunday:
A SHEPHERD’S LOVE
M. Jay Bennett
Redeemer Prebyterian Church
Overland Park, KS
January 6, 2008
Thesis: A shepherd of God’s people should be motivated by a love for Christ that is distinguished by humility.
Text: John 21:15-17, When they had finished breakfast, Jesus said to Simon Peter, “Simon, son of John, do you love me more than these?” He said to him, “Yes, Lord; you know that I love you.” He said to him, “Feed my lambs.” He said to him a second time, “Simon, son of John, do you love me?” He said to him, “Yes, Lord; you know that I love you.” He said to him, “Tend my sheep.” He said to him the third time, “Simon, son of John, do you love me?” Peter was grieved because he said to him the third time, “Do you love me?” and he said to him, “Lord, you know everything; you know that I love you.” Jesus said to him, “Feed my sheep.”
This passage recorded by the Apostle John is often called the reinstatement of Peter. Just a few days prior, while warming himself beside a charcoal fire, Peter had sinned against God by denying the Lord Jesus Christ. Three times he was asked if he was one of Jesus’ disciples. Three times he denied knowing Jesus. Confronted with the depth of his sin, Peter was broken and he wept bitterly. In our text for today, Peter finds himself beside another charcoal fire with Jesus and some other disciples. Three times Jesus asks Peter if he loves him. Three times Peter affirms his love for Jesus. Each time Jesus replies by calling Peter to feed his sheep.
We may infer from the text that a shepherd of God’s people should be motivated by love for Christ. Jesus asks Peter, “Do you love me?” Peter answers yes, and Jesus commands him, “Feed my sheep.” Thus implying that the motivation for shepherding Christ’s sheep should be love for Christ. In other words, the person of Jesus Christ is the proper object of a shepherd’s love.
But what does love for Christ look like? What fundamentally defines it? Is it a grinding intellectualism meant to demonstrate one’s precision in the subtleties of theology? That may be the biggest temptation in Reformed circles. But while precision in theology is certainly a worthy goal, precise theology in itself cannot be the thing that defines a true love for Christ. Paul clearly says in 1 Cor. 13:2, “If I . . . understand all mysteries and all knowledge . . . but have not love, I am nothing.” Perhaps it is an enthusiastic fanaticism meant to prove one’s religious zeal? That is certainly a temptation that seems to be succumbed to often in charismatic circles, and, as we will see, it was the temptation of Peter. But while religious zeal is not bad in itself, it should not be thought of as fundamentally defining a true love for Christ. Paul says clearly in 1 Corinthians 13:3, “If I give away all I have, and if I deliver up my body to be burned, but have not love, I gain nothing.” Surely giving away all one’s possessions and a willingness to die are marks of religious zeal. But, as Paul says, those things are nothing apart from love. Therefore, a true love for Christ must be distinguished from precise theology and religious zeal in some way.
So what is the difference? As we examine our text this evening, I’d like to ask and answer this question: What is it that distinguishes the love that should motivate a shepherd of God’s people?
Understanding the broader context of our passage will help us answer that question. So let’s take a look at the events that lead up to Peter’s reinstatement, particularly Jesus’ foretelling of Peter’s denial and the denial itself.
John records the foretelling of Peter’s denial in chapter 13 of his gospel. As Jesus celebrates the Passover for the last time with his disciples, he announces that he is going to a place they cannot come. Immediately we read that Peter asks:
“Lord, where are you going?” Jesus answered him, “Where I am going you cannot follow me now, but you will follow afterward.” Peter said to him, “Lord, why can I not follow you now? I will lay down my life for you.” Jesus answered, “Will you lay down your life for me? Truly, truly, I say to you, the rooster will not crow till you have denied me three times.”
Jesus was going to offer an atoning sacrifice, willingly laying down his own life for the life of his sheep. Unaware of this, Peter says rather boldly that he will lay down his life for Jesus. Peter has it backwards. He is right to call Jesus Lord, but he is wrong to think that he needs to lay down his life for Jesus’ sake. Peter is certainly demonstrating religious zeal, but it is a zeal without knowledge.
Furthermore, Peter’s use of first person pronouns rather than third person may belie his competitive desire to set himself apart from the other disciples as the one who is most zealous for Christ. Even though he is just one of a group of twelve disciples, he says “I will lay down my life . . .” instead of “We will lay down our lives . . .” (Carson, 676). Indeed, the disciples had been known to squabble over who would be the greatest in the kingdom, and Jesus had declared to them, “Whoever would be first among you must be slave of all. For even the Son of Man came not to be served but to serve, and to give his life as a ransom for many” (Mark 10:44-45).
Though Peter objects to Jesus’ leaving, Christ is the Good Shepherd who must go and lay down his life so that his sheep might live. Why? Because his sheep are sinners. Peter is a sinner, and “The wages of sin is death” (Rom. 6:23a). Though Peter is quite confident in his reliability, Jesus points to Peter's sinfulness when he foretells his denial saying, “Truly, truly, I say to you, the rooster will not crow till you have denied me three times.” In a strange twist of irony, Peter’s sin of self-confidence, which led to his bold proclamation, is itself the reason Jesus must leave. Jesus is going to lay down his life to atone for Peter’s sin, even the sin of his denial.
Moving further in the account we read of Jesus’ arrest. At the command of the Jewish leaders an armed band leaves Jerusalem and snakes its way up the Mount of Olives to the Garden of Gethsemane. A few men with torches are sent in the dark of the night to apprehend the light of the world. As they approach, Jesus utters a single sentence and the soldiers are supernaturally thrown down and pinned to the ground. Jesus does not seem to need help defending himself. But Peter seems to think he does, so he boldly draws his sword and strikes one of the men. Immediately Jesus commands him saying, “Put your sword into its sheath; shall I not drink the cup that the Father has given me?” Peter has yet to understand what Jesus must do.
So far we have seen the self-confident and zealous Simon Peter boldly claiming to be willing to die for Jesus and also striking a man with his sword in defense of the omnipotent God. In the next scene Peter suffers a traumatic fall as he denies Jesus three times.
We read that Jesus is arrested and Peter follows as the guards take him into the city. While his Lord prepares to enter into the coldness of the grave, Peter warms himself beside a charcoal fire. Suddenly someone recognizes him and asks, “You also are not one of this man’s disciples, are you?” Think about that moment. What must have been racing through Peter’s mind? Imagine yourself there. You are the one standing beside the charcoal fire watching as your Lord and Savior is mocked and beaten. Then a voice comes out of the darkness, “You also are not one of this man’s disciples, are you?” What would you say? Peter replies: “I am not.” Two more times he is asked, and twice more he denies his Lord, even calling curses down on himself and swearing that he doesn’t even know the man. And, as the rooster crows the third time, Luke records a moment that always cuts me to the heart. He says that on the third denial “the Lord turned and looked at Peter” (Luke 22:61). Imagine that. Imagine having been loved, encouraged, and taught by the incarnate Son of God, the Word become flesh. Imagine having loved and followed the Lord Jesus for three years, to have seen him and touched him and heard him and laughed with him and wept with him. And in his moment of isolation and interrogation, imagine you are the one denying him for the third time. And as you do Jesus turns and looks you in the eye. It was then that Peter remembered what Jesus had said, and the text says, “he went out and wept bitterly.” The previously zealous disciple took a hard fall.
But that is not the end of the story. In our text for today we see the grace of God at work in Peter’s life to restore him to the ministry of the gospel.
Just as Peter had denied his Lord three times while warming himself around a charcoal fire (John 18:18), now we find him warming himself again early one morning beside another charcoal fire (John 21:9). Interestingly John uses the same Greek phrase translated “charcoal fire” in both instances. It is the only time the phrase is used in Scripture. Clearly, he intends to connect the two events. Think about the comparison:
Beside the first charcoal fire, night had fallen; beside the second, the sun was dawning.
Beside the first fire, Peter was alone with enemies; beside the second, he was with his friends and his Lord.
Beside the first fire, Peter watched as his Lord was struck down by sinners on his way to die; beside the second, he gazed upon the risen Lord who had conquered sin and death.
Beside the first fire, Peter was asked accusatory questions meant to bring him harm; beside the second, he was asked affirming questions meant to bring him restoration.
Beside the first fire, Peter was full of religious zeal but it was a zeal without knowledge; beside the second, Peter finally began to understand.
Come with me back to John 21. Notice in verse 15 the first question Jesus asks Peter: “Simon, son of John, do you love me more than these?” Why did he say it that way? Why did he ask if Peter loved him more than the other disciples? As we have seen, Peter had been prone to think he needed to demonstrate supremacy over others in order to prove his love for Jesus. Remember how he said, “I will lay down my life” rather than “We will lay down our lives”? Jesus reminds him of that when he asks, “Do you love me more than these?” Earlier Peter may have replied, “Yes. I will lay down my life for you.” But now listen to Peter’s response: “You know that I love you.” Jesus asks a second time: “Simon, son of John, do you love me?” Peter replies the same way: “Yes, Lord; you know that I love you.” And when Jesus asks the third time: “Simon, son of John, do you love me?” the text says that Peter is grieved and says, “Lord, you know everything; you know that I love you.”
Notice that there is no hint of self-confidence in Peter’s answers. There is no hint of competition with the other disciples in order to prove that he truly loves Jesus. Peter’s only appeal is to the omniscience of the resurrected Son of God. “Lord, you know everything; you know that I love you.” Peter, the traitor, the sinner, is learning humility. He is learning that zeal must always be accompanied by knowledge, and the fear of the Lord is the beginning of wisdom. He is learning that it is good to be last in the Kingdom of God. He is learning what is required of a shepherd commissioned to lead the flock of God.
The change in Peter is really quite striking. The one who had hoped to be greatest in the kingdom was shown to have the capacity to commit high treason against the King of the Universe. The one who had presumed to defend the omnipotent God with the edge of a sword forged and sharpened by the hands of men, is now ready to trust his Sovereign. The one who had previously boasted of his reliability had come to further understand the depth of his sin. Through a deep awareness of his sin and the grace of God that had abounded to him in Christ, the one who had been so self-confident had now been humbled.
That brings us full circle to our original question: What is it that distinguishes the love that should motivate a shepherd of God’s people? Answer: Humility. A shepherd of God’s people should be motivated by a love for Christ that is distinguished by humility. It is a love based on a clear understanding of one’s own sin and God’s sovereign grace extended by Christ. It is a Christ-centered, cross-boasting, grace-dependent attitude that God grants to sinners through his unconditional election. It is the Holy Spirit of God regenerating and illuminating those effectually called by God, who transforms the affections of their heart into love. As St. Augustine once said, “There is something in humility which strangely exalts the heart.” A shepherd of God’s people should be motivated by a love for Christ that is distinguished by humility. That is the kind of love required for the work of shepherding, which is what Jesus commands Peter to do when he says, “Feed my sheep.”
So, by way of application, how does one go about doing the work of shepherding? How does one feed Christ’s sheep?
When Jesus commands Peter to feed his sheep, he is alluding to an Old Testament text, the judgment pronounced by Ezekiel more than half a century earlier. That text helps shed some light on what it means to do the work of shepherding. In Ezekiel 34 the Lord judged the leaders of Israel. Listen to his words (v. 2b-6):
Ah, shepherds of Israel who have been feeding yourselves! Should not shepherds feed the sheep? You eat the fat, you clothe yourselves with the wool, you slaughter the fat ones, but you do not feed the sheep. The weak you have not strengthened, the sick you have not healed, the injured you have not bound up, the strayed you have not brought back, the lost you have not sought, and with force and harshness you have ruled them. So they were scattered, because there was no shepherd, and they became food for all the wild beasts. My sheep were scattered; they wandered over all the mountains and on every high hill. My sheep were scattered over all the face of the earth, with none to search or seek for them.
Notice why Israel’s leaders are judged. Their motivation was not a humble love for the Lord. Instead, it was a lust for power, prestige, and wealth. Rather than feeding the sheep, they fed themselves. They ate the fat and clothed themselves but did not feed the sheep. They did not strengthen the weak or heal the sick or bind up the injured or bring back the stray or seek the lost. They ruled over God’s flock in harshness so that it was scattered and devoured by the enemy. But God promises redemption in verses 11-24 of the same chapter. Listen to his words:
Behold, I, I myself will search for my sheep and will seek them out. As a shepherd seeks out his flock when he is among his sheep that have been scattered, so will I seek out my sheep, and I will rescue them from all places where they have been scattered on a day of clouds and thick darkness. . . I myself will be the shepherd of my sheep, and I myself will make them lie down, declares the Lord God. I will seek the lost, and I will bring back the strayed, and I will bind up the injured, and I will strengthen the weak, and the fat and the strong I will destroy. I will feed them in justice. . . And I will set up over them one shepherd, my servant David, and he shall feed them: he shall feed them and be their shepherd. And I, the Lord, will be their God, and my servant David shall be prince among them. I am the Lord; I have spoken.
Jesus is the servant of David that Ezekiel prophesied about. He is the eternal Son of God who condescended in humility to become a man that he might save men. He is the true shepherd, the good shepherd who “lays down his life for the sheep” (John 10:11b). Christ is the one who has and will strengthen the weak, heal the sick, bind up the injured, bring back the stray, and seek the lost.
Therefore, the work of a shepherd of Christ is to lead sinners to him. All other shepherds are under shepherds of the chief shepherd. And Christ is the shepherd even and especially to his under shepherds. Clergy and laity alike are all the sheep of his pasture. The moment a clergyman forgets that he is a sheep, he cannot properly shepherd the flock of God.
Ministers of the gospel should consistently return to an awareness of their own sin and the grace of God in redeeming them through the person and work of Jesus Christ. In order to lead other sinners to Christ, you must also be consistently led there by the grace of God. Remember: A shepherd should be motivated by a love for Christ that is distinguished by humility, and he should be about the work of leading sinners, including himself, to Christ who is the Chief Shepherd. In order to shepherd souls through the valley, you must make your home there.
One of my favorite books is a collection of Puritan prayers edited by Arthur Bennett entitled The Valley of Vision. The Puritans defined theology as living unto God by Christ. They were fundamentally pastoral theologians, concerned with the work of shepherding God’s people. Bennett opens the book with a prayer of his own which, I think, describes the concept a shepherd’s love, indeed a Christian’s love, quite well. It reads:
Lord, high and holy, meek and lowly, Thou hast brought me to the valley of vision, where I live in the depths but see Thee in the heights; hemmed in by mountains of sin I behold Thy glory. Let me learn by paradox that the way down is the way up, that to be low is to be high, that the broken heart is the healed heart, that the contrite spirit is the rejoicing spirit, that the repenting soul is the victorious soul, that to have nothing is to possess all, that to bear the cross is to wear the crown, that to give is to receive, that the valley is the place of vision. Lord, in the daytime stars can be seen from deepest wells, and the deeper the wells the brighter Thy stars shine; let me find Thy light in my darkness, Thy life in my death, Thy joy in my sorrow, Thy grace in my sin, Thy riches in my poverty, Thy glory in my valley.
Though Peter, like we all do, wandered away from the sheepfold by denying the Lord Jesus Christ, Jesus is the Good Shepherd who seeks and saves the lost. By God’s sovereign grace, Peter finally came to understand that he had nothing of worth to offer up to Christ. He finally came to understand that he was a sinner completely dependent on the grace of God in everything, even in coming to recognize his own dependence, even in loving his Lord and serving him as an under shepherd. Peter came to understand “to bear the cross is to wear the crown.”
In closing, listen to Peter’s exhortation in 1 Peter 5:1-4 for church elders to minister among God’s people with a humble love, a shepherd’s love:
To the elders among you, I appeal as a fellow elder, a witness of Christ's sufferings and one who also will share in the glory to be revealed: Be shepherds of God's flock that is under your care, serving as overseers–not because you must, but because you are willing, as God wants you to be; not greedy for money, but eager to serve; not lording it over those entrusted to you, but being examples to the flock. And when the Chief Shepherd appears, you will receive the crown of glory that will never fade away.
Amen.